About the fog

Yesterday seemed like a very good day, until last night. My boyfriend and I were talking and he asked me a question. I became very quiet and he even said, "I know when you are quiet, you are probably thinking, but I don't have any idea what you are thinking about." After a short time, I told him that I was thinking that I couldn't answer his question. He said that it was okay. I told him that I didn't feel like "me". I guess that was the only way that I could describe the "fog" to him.

During this foggy time, my brain just doesn't process language very well. I have such a difficult time with understanding what words mean. I'm very aware that I normally would be able to understand, so it makes me scared and sad. I'm hoping that today will be much better for me! Luckily today I only have to work one job.

I will continue to do my best to explain things to him, so he can understand what it is like. When this fog rolls in, it is so easy for me to feel very stupid! I know what I'm usually capable of understanding, so I know that the fog has rolled in.