My anxiety about Easter dinner with my family

Today, I will be hosting Easter dinner with my daughter, her boyfriend, my youngest son and his fiancé. I'm really looking forward to spending this time with the people who I love. I will just enjoy this time with them and try not to worry so much if I forget what I want to say or if I can't find the words. They need to see what I go through anyway, so there is no hiding the problems with my cognition. If I worry about how my brain is going to work, it will usually just make things worse. I usually write things down, so I'm good. Last night, I figured out how long I need to cook the ham, so I wrote it down on a piece of paper, what time that I need to start cooking it so that it will be ready at a certain time. I'm so blessed to have this time with all of them!