Not remembering some hours

My boyfriend and I were talking on the phone about Friday evening and the time we spent together. I was surprised to hear that I had seen him on Friday night because I couldn't remember. All I remember about Friday night is coming home from work and later going to sleep. Anything in between that time is just a blank in my brain. For some reason, I have no recollection of most of this evening. This makes me so incredibly sad and angry!

Then I told him that I couldn’t remember and he told me that we met at a restaurant and we had dinner together. Then we said good-bye and went home. He told me that he was sorry and that he would help me to remember things that I have forgotten. I told him that it isn’t fair that I’m forgetting those things that give me such joy!!

I told him that it would be easier for me if I wasn’t aware of what I’ve forgotten. I told him that my children don’t seem to understand what I go through. They don’t understand how heartbreaking it is for me to forget these special times with people. He reminded me that they seem to be in denial, so it is hard for them to understand.